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[06 Jun 2002|03:10am] |
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Okay! Okay! When I said Oz should get a journal... I ummm... I didn't mean tonight! I mean, he's here. I mean, it's great... because I've missed and it's nice and all but hello? How do I react? My god! My head's going to explode! He's probably reading this!! *buries her head in her hands*
Someone shoot me!
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[06 Jun 2002|01:40am] |
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( Just a Survey )
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[06 Jun 2002|12:54am] |
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Came back from patroling with Miss. Buffers. It was a quiet night thankfully! Although, the tension between Xander and Buffy could be cut with a knife. I'm not saying a word about those two. It's not for me to open my mouth on right now. They'll tell everyone what's going on, in due time.
Now, I have to apologize for my outburst earlier today. It wasn't anything big... but... well, I should explain.
See, I was talking to Daffney earlier this morning and she reminded me of someone. That someone who was a big part of my life for a few years, a someone who I could have called my boyfriend, my life, and a wonderful person. He had his faults, Hello. He was a werewolf. *snort* So this is someone is Oz. Daffney thought I would be better off with Oz...
I don't know what it was, but today I thought of Oz and all those emotions came rushing back. I remembered why I loved him so much at one time. It all boiled up and spilled. So now Xander's talking to Angel and trying to find Oz...
apparently, Oz is making a quick stop in L.A. on some long trip he's on. That's all Angel will tell me, and that's all I need to know. He'll be in California, and I am DETERMINED to talk to him. It's not a matter of him loving me, or him wanting me... I just need closure. I need to see him, I need to KNOW he's alright. *sighs* What am I saying? This is the One. This is the guy I was sopossed to spend the rest of my life with! Well, I guess that's in the past right? That's all done. Him sleeping with Veruca...
that was what changed everything
No matter how much I want him, how can I go on when I know about that?
Well. That's all I can say, stating the obvious here! I'm not putting my heart on the line.
I need some cheesey bread. Adios.
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[05 Jun 2002|06:29pm] |
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*sighs and curls up in a ball* I guess today is the day where we remember people... remember losses... and remember what once gave us happiness...
I miss you Oz. I don't care what you've done... please come back sweetie.
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[05 Jun 2002|02:36am] |
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I'm here. It's late. I should sleep, but I'm not! Dude! Anyways, I have a bunch of people to say HI to, including Mr. Steve Austin. Dude, he's my favorite wrestler. He's got an awesome tude, he reminds of Angel with a goatee. Yummy. Bwahahahaha. Okay, I'm gone!
*)*Willow*(*
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